Rain(bow)

This day is really beautiful , but  sometimes is bad too.. like my story, i feel so envy in mean, i'm jealous.
I think it isn't fair!
I swear i want will be a doctor
I swear i want will make my parents pleased
I swear i want will see my parents proud cause have me as their daughter
I love my beloved parents so so much. Yas, the parents who nurture me till like this

One day, i really wanted to scream very loud! Really loud... but, i can't
I just want to cry... cry a lot!! but too hard to do that :'(

I cry in dark
I cry in love with my own friend
I cry becuse i am not as pretty as her (i write this deeply)

My life, My day
when i cry i don't know why i often think that i like the rain..
I like Rain, because after the rain should come the rainbow  

I glanced out the window, i see drops of rain fullfill my window
so, i remove tears and go out

Walk in the rain.. Dance in the rain.. Sing in the rain  
That so funny :3

That why i should wear a raincoat

And... some details of this outfit

(coming soon) :P